Showing posts with label Emptiness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Emptiness. Show all posts

Thursday, March 20, 2008

The nothingness of void

My fingers refuse to type anything sane.. my mind declines any rational thought..it refuses to acknowledge the fact that I am supposed to complete my work on time. My mind refuses to brew any questions that I am expected to script. Why? A little exhausted mentally and this entire slow phase is making me ashamed of my own speed at work. A victim of my own speed!! Thats probably the right thing to say.

Strangely enough, I generally real fast. At least thats what my peers and seniors have time and again told me. But then today, something is really wrong. Having completed a considerable amount, I feel lost. Lost in a huge gamut of emptiness.. in the nothingness of the void. Wondering how I would return from this reverie to the stark reality of work.

Just a thought, I havent really taken a holiday ever since I have started working..thats after I completed college. Guess I desperately need one!