I wish...

Its a strange feeling that I am going through. I seem to be having a what-you-would call a normal life but then it sure is incomplete. Things seem vague and meaningless at some point of time. I fail to understand the reason as to why I have this weird feeling but I guess I am yet to delve into the innermost recesses of my mind to figure that out. That sounds complicated, doesnt it? I know that as well. I am basically missing getting the emotions , I feel. Emotions that would drive away all the tensions that i go through day in and out. I wish I could just turn back time and get away to the period when I led a protected life sans all the problems and issues that one can ever come across. I wish I could just get back to Mom and Dad and feel secure as I once was..away from people and the hurt that I was feeling each time I was expecting something from these so-called friends and well-wishers. But then I realise, good ol days are gone and reality transcends onto me in the most cruel manner. I wish... (would continue on this once I am done with the work I do for my bread and butter)